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[29 Dec 2004|12:47pm] |
my dad wont stop barking orders.
my mom has a fucking attitude problem.
my brother needs to mind his own fucking business and stop thinking he's some big fucking hot shot because he's the biggest fucking faggot in the world and needs a nice big black dick in his tight little asshole.
my grandma just needs to fucking shuuuuut uuup and stop taking pictures of me when i tell her not to.
and i need to stop complaining, i know.
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i tried to say sack lunches and i said suck lanches.
kt where the hell are you? we are chilling today. yes thats right.
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[26 Dec 2004|10:03pm] |
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ok christmas. we celebrated it on christmas eve because my family is laaaaaaaaaaame ass and my mom and brother were working on christmas day. MOTHER FUH!
but it was grand because i got presents early and its not really jesus' birthday on december 25. he was born sometime in april. so i dont think he would mind that we celebrated early. and shouldnt we be giving him gifts? its his fucking birthday, not ours.
so yeah i got some pretty cool stuff. lots of make up and that sort of thing, which i love, and im getting more and more excited about graduating so that i can go on to beauty school. high school is such a fucking drag, especially when you get caught with drugs four times and you get expelled. yeah, then its pretty gay.
i went to kt's today after church. she got me a small pack of STAR WARS cards, so fucking rad, along with my initial present she gave me earlier in the month. i gave her her present, and was sad throughout church because brother paul wasnt there. pastor tim was tho, and kt was happy. fucking weird ass.....
so when we got to kt's we went sledding because we're gay. i had my first cig in like too fucking long, and it was excellent, and when im done with this im going back upstairs to smoke more. her dad knows i smoke because he saw a pic of me lighting up, and kt was worried but i think everything was ok.
so yeah we went dooooown this big ass hill, crossed a creek, then went back up another big ass hill. there was pieces of a broken trash can, and we are the ghetto queens and we recorded each other sliding down the huuuuuge hill. it was so fun. and some little kid came out to sled with us and he hit his head and cried and went home and we felt bad, but kept sledding anyway.
kt went down once at super sonic speed, then she went up this little mound and her legs flew up in the air and she landed on her back and she made this hilarious noise. this "OOooOooOO!" noise. it was funny.
we decided to record me flinging my frozen body down the hill and we did and it was cool too. i looked like a scarecrow flopping around in the snow... and screaming. and i somersaulted and threw myself back down and kt forgot to record but she almost peed so it was ok.
we ate lime chips.
man none of this is in chronological order.
anyway.
so when i went home we picked up keith and we hung out in my basement watching napolean dynamite and moulin rouge and man o man it was goood goooood fucking times. i enjoy spending time with him. enjoy? i love spending time with him. its nice and relaxing and yeah so now i know he reads this sometimes and i feel awkward.
yeah, the really awkward thing was that magnus and sean came to pick him up, and sean is my ex's older brother, and he came to the door to get him and he was like "hi amy" and i was like "hello" and felt weird and gross.
MY MUSCLES ARE POMPOUS, AMBER. YOU TOUCH ME YOU DIE. DONT CHALLENGE ME.
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[22 Dec 2004|06:29pm] |
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i got expelled.
dammit.
oh well. fuck eastern anyway. fuck everybody there, except for about three or four people.
talked to tyler today and hes defending himself and i dont know what to believe, and quite frankly im too worn out on the issue to give a fuck.
ITS FUCKING SNOWING OUTSIDE. BLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAHHHHH...Q.
hi jazzy.
ok.
christmas is coming up. hurray! ... not really.
so we're riding in the car and:
me: hey mom i have a great invention.
mom: whats that?
me: instead of a single string of lights, you can have a net of lights, like a checkerboard, and instead of stringing them on the tree you just throw the next over the tree.
mom: thats been made before.
talk about fucking dream crushers.
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[07 Dec 2004|06:45pm] |
oh yeah, and isnt "The Brides of Frankenstein" a cool all-girl rockabilly band name?? yeah yeah u know
yeah. i want a hot rockabilly boyfriend. a swinger cat. a hot sexy daddy-o. yeah bitch. flattop, prominent cheek bones, rolled up jeans, white shirt with the cig pack rolled up in the sleeve. creepers and oi boots and breath smelling of cigarettes. a mighty fine sight to look upon ;)
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[07 Dec 2004|06:36pm] |
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hokay. so... here's the earth. . .
me + tyler = no bitch
me + frankenstein = lovefest
so i broke up with tyler last week. we fight too much. its just not worth it. ive been with keith. last nite at the orchestra concert i snorted a bunch of percocet and yeah wow it was a great night. got to make out with keith. i was sitting on the steps and he was holding me and kissing me and he smells so good. it was just a very sweet night. we did so much, but if you care for details, call me.
i got in a big ass fight with tyler in isap today. i called him a pussy ass bitch and we told each other to fuck off and he flung his books at the wall and stormed out.
he apologized to me after school.
ok.
whatever.
keith is awesome. is he boyfriend material? im trying to figure that out. but he will be, because thats how i am.
oh my god me and my brother went out to buy star wars knights of the old republic II the sith lords today and OH MY GOD OH MY GOD! I HEART MY STAR WARS! we're getting galaxies tomorrow because we kick ass. o yeah, and tomorrow is my first conselor meeting in like a year.
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[05 Dec 2004|10:42am] |
Take the quiz: "What High School Stereotype Are You?"
Stoner
Typical stoner. You love the reefer, and never really remember anything else. in fact you're porbably not even paying attention to this you idiot.
Take the quiz: "Which drug is best for you?"
pcp
this will make you think you are superman, so watch out for my car when you try to fly off the roof.
Take the quiz: "Your Drug Personality..."
Party Drugs ((X,Coke, Meth, Dextro))
Party party party party, You are prolly one crazy fuckerrrr. Ha thats cool tho, you are living your life like you want. Having fun, being crazy... and thats cool, when you die youll be one of the few that can say, and mean it, that you actually had a good time while alive. Maybe you've made some mistakes, but thats fine thats what life is about... you make mistakes and you learn from them... SO KEEP PARTYING AND LIVING IT UP
Take the quiz: "Which Random Irish Gaelic Phrase Are You? "
Ta me air meisce
Ta me air meisce - 'I am drunk.'You enjoy a drink - or five - now and then. You can usually be found in a pub - it doesn't matter which one, because they all look the same after a few drinks - or hugging the porcelain.
Take the quiz: "What Kind of Music Are You? :::pics:::"
Punk
You're a classic punker. Hard headed and strongly motivated in government relations. You probably like a lot of underground bands that other people at your school don't really know about. you're overly proud of who you are.
Take the quiz: "Are You A Serial Killer?"
SERIAL KILLER FOR SURE! X.X'
I think you are to be known as the Dead Body Man from now on.. you've killed or will kill a little less than 100 people.. I see you feeding on your cell mates before you're put to death, if you ever get caught. If not, I guess just go ahead and keep slaughtering innocent bystandards..
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| fill it bitches |
[05 Dec 2004|10:32am] |
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
28. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[04 Dec 2004|08:34pm] |
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last nite i put up 70 for shrooms to alex. he went on his run. me and kt chilled at the movies, and her friend picked her up and tyler, aaron, sam, and jolly picked me up. we rode around got a sack from some kid at blockbuster, and pulled into an empty parking lot and packed a nice bowl into "sparky", who is the coolest pipe ever. we rode around and smoked it, then dropped me off and me and kt went to the movies and darren gave us some free bud, so we came back to my house and smoked it.
we smoked in the morning, and i was out.
when kt went home, i went over to ambers and we went to the stx game at the big stadium. it was boring because yeah. i dont know. what? ok. so i busted out my bud and rolled a blunt and me and amber smoked it right in the stadium. good fucking times. all these kids were lookin at us funny.
so we came back to ambers and crushed up some yummy yummy perkaset (sp?) and we snorted about three lines each and were flying. it was nice nice nice nice. wonderful. im still buzzing. so keith calls and i talked to him forever and wow holy shit wow yeah. he's really fucking cool. he wants to hang out today, but i dont have a car to go get him. id like to tho.
keep it real kids. keep doing drugs.
oh, who likes my psycho bangs?
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| crazy ass shit |
[03 Dec 2004|03:33pm] |
so me and tyler never stop fighting. ever. ever. ever
day before yesterday we made the MUTUAL agreement to take a break. NOT break up. just take a break from each other. maybe not talk so much etc etc.
then yesterday morning he says "we're basically broken up" so i said "fine if thats what you want" and left.
keith finds out that im single. yeah. in lunch i sit with keith and whitney and cecilia and tyler just stares at keith like he wants to kill him.
then we get the brilliant idea to leave.
whitney and christie kinney sign out as co-ops, and they get into whitneys truck and leave. me and keith run to the gym after second lunch and cut through the art room out the back doors and fucking book it down the gravel road that leads into the neighborhood.
we started walking down marengo drive, and whitney and christie come riding up and we hop in and go to cash whitneys check to get some dro. im sitting next to keith and he puts his arm around me and says "im so glad you came with us".
we went back to whitneys and shes on the phone trying to find some hookups, and we come across this guy named Phillip that deals straight out of hometown pizza. so we order some cheese sticks and we drive down there, and on the way keith starts nuzzling me and rubbing my shoulder and i look down at him and omg.
KEITH SAMPSON KISSED ME.
WWWWWWOOOOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
holy shit. and whitney jokingly said "hey now watch that" so silly keith took her seriously and stopped. how wonderful it is to see a guy blush.
we pull into hometown pizza and of course whitney and christie hop right out of the car, and i cant get to door open so keith has to help me. whitney and christie walk into hometown, and me and keith are alone in the parking lot and start making out like crazy. we pull away and he goes, "i have wanted to do that since the first time i saw you". holy shit.
we went inside and phillip gives us free food and tells us this house that we need to go to. he said he all ready set up the "Order" and its ready, so we drive back into the neighborhood and walk into some guys garage and up to his attic and theres this little home set up in the attic of the garage with beer bottles everywhere and moldy pizza and roaches (not insects, but blunt roaches). he rolls us a super fat sack (thanks, guy) and we go back to whitneys house and onto her back porch and smoke up like crazy.
yes.
i have missed the taste of weed in my mouth.
at 6 we had an orchestra rehearsal (in the afternoon). keith calls me and is like "lets go early and smoke" so we go at 5 and smoke with scott and christie and didnt play for shit.
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i went with kt and amber yesterday morning to downtown. we went with my church going to feed homeless people. it was an awesome feeling. i made us get into pauls van, because paul is hot (even tho he is the pastor's younger brother. . . i dont care). we rode with matt, westin, and mark and his wife (who are westin's rents). we went downtown and yeah. we passed out sack lunches to people, and i felt real the entire time. it was an exhilerating experience, something my conscious has needed for a long, long time.
we went into a big church that opens its doors to homeless people and gives them coffee to drink, and we had boxes and boxes of little white paper bags with food inside, and boxes full of coke cans and soda. it felt awesome to see people reaching their hands out to me, asking for some food.
crazy crazy.
besides the hung over guy who hit on kt. that wasnt too awesome. but the rest was. and paul is hot. shut up, amber. shut up, kt.
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[15 Nov 2004|03:45pm] |
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on friday me and amber rode around with cecilia right after school. we went down to rubens and got some cigs, then rolled around some more and went to my house. my rents let me stay out, so we went out to bardstown road and picked up rebecca (she shares an apartment with that ASS shadwick) and rode around there for a while. we just chilled all day, trying to get a hold of johnny demonic and shadwick, and went to steak and shake and smoked all night. my pack was out by midnight.
saturday tyler came over for a little bit and he let me paint his nails. :) :) mom was being an ass. she wouldnt let me chill with the kt. i was pissed. she is gay. so i wouldnt help her cook dinner.
on sunday, which was yesterday, me and amber went to the mall. we saw crash, adrian, bridgette, and corey. crash called whit, and whit came over. amber had to go home, so i rolled around with crash, whit, and corey. i called sean magnum from ants in an argument and we went downtown to get him. i haven't seen him in over a year and omg it was just the absolute BEST feeling ever. we rode up to his house off eastern parkway and he came outside and my heart just jumped. he helped me through a lot back in the day, and it was just so fucking awesome to see him. MORE THAN A YEAR. to see his face was just really heart warming and relaxing.
me and sean clambered into the back with corey (crash and whit up front) and me and him caught up on the times. he told me about how the day after i ran away and the cops found me and he was on his way to come get me, he got kicked out of his house because he had stolen his dad's car to get me. he lives with finck the skinhead and finck's girlfriend now and says he watched dawn of the dead all day in his underwear.
i dont know what it was, but my heart just burst when i saw him walking out from around his house. it was just a very relaxing, right-at-home feeling that i havent felt in a while. seeing him makes me miss all the guys i used to spend time with. sean was by far always my favorite. ALWAYS.
he has cleaned up well. no more heroin. no more cocaine.
he told me about how wingnut got kicked out of donnie's house. how sam and max beat wingnut up for bringing a bum home and blaming it on donnie. its nice to hear everybody's names again.
i had forgotten what sean looked like. but now i remember. :)
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[03 Nov 2004|03:44pm] |
You will live in Apartment.
You will drive a iridecent pickup truck.
You will marry tyler and have eleven thousand kids.
You will be a cosmotologist in the ville.
playmash.com
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came home.
ate potato skins.
drank ketchup.
this is the life.
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[02 Nov 2004|01:07pm] |
i want to pass out in the rain for the sake of passing out in the rain.
i havent taken my meds in two weeks.
i got mad at tyler and was kicking shit and throwing shit at the walls and kicking the house and screaming out in the backyard and screaming FUCK and the golfers stared at the hooligan in her backyard causing a ruckus.
i look at the meds every nite and think "no" and throw one away.
"amy, did you take your pills?"
"Yes, mom. good night"
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[02 Nov 2004|12:02pm] |
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AHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!
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HAHAAAHHAHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!
wow.
ok.
saturday i chilled with kt and amber. me and the bean went to the mall and kt came and brought her deaf friend josh along. he's a super nice guy. we chilled for a while, i had a hard time ordering my subway sandwich, and we all went back to amber's and watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. it made me sad, so i texted tyler during the movie. me and amber were on the bed, and on the floor laying down were kt and josh and it was so cute. we went to waffle house to eat until around 11, and i farted in josh's car. sorry.
halloween was good timestuff. me, bazemore, amber, and jazzy ran around moorland like we do every year dressed as showgirls (jazzy was a showgirl with puppy slippers on). jazzy and amber trick or treated while me and bazemore stood in the driveways and tarred up our lungs. we called beau looking for some fun, but he was out somewhere prolly all ready having fun, so we went to jazzy's house and her mom made us pizza dip (hell yeah) and bought us a cookie cake. we watched rocky horror picture show, eating candy and shit, and then john calls and is spazzing out (i dont know if i should say everything here) so, to make a long story short, jazzy and her mom have to leave to find him and come back and watch the rest of the movie.
bazemore spent the nite and we smoked all nite and fell asleep in tiny balls by my window. the next day we woke up around 9, and my dad let us take my car and ride around. so we blared green day and the dresden dolls and rolled around to ruben's to get cigs, to the mall, and to justin tanselle's house. he wasn't home, so I GOT TO DRIVE to mcdonalds by school. we pulled on to old shelbyville and i hit the accelerator too hard and we burned some rubber and peeled out onto the street. fun fun. it was kind of scary tho, cuz i didnt do it on purpose. so we went to mcdonalds and i parked horribly, so i pulled out and tried again.
we ate at mcdonalds. yummy yummy. then i drove to lazerhead and took evergreen and almost hit a ford at the tracks. not good. burned rubber again. so i drove up to westport rode, down to lazerhead, and into the parking lot. here comes the funny part.
i saw a nice parking spot right next to the store alongside a truck and a black escalade. without thinking, with one hand on the wheel and the other holding a cig and my feet not cooperating, i didnt turn sharp enough and i hit the escalade and moved it. shit. bazemore goes, "FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!" i backed up and went back into the spot and we stared, open-mouthed, at the unharmed escalade. we repeated "fuck..." over and over. after seeing that the escalade wasnt dented, i started cracking up. slowly, she joined. and then we were just laughing and criticising my parking job. the owner of the escalade was an old black man who came out of the clerk's office a little bit later and he was completely oblivious to what we did, and he drove off. i hit a black mans escalade. score.
tyler came over yesterday and yeah. no super exciting stories on that. just us happy. :)
scoot, school is good. mr powell still cries all the time. me and keith sampson do all we can to make him cry. and it works. we are going to toronto sometime in mid or late may. fun fun fun fun. my grades are much better too :)
well im out. kt, im coming over today whether you like it or not.
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wow its about time i updated.
green day was in louisville yesterday. all day i've wanted to cry.
everybody listen to the dresden dolls. its good for you. like pomegranated mango juice, but tastier.
tyler is good. we're good. shits good. i love my emo boy. he dislikes keith quite a bit, tho. im pretty sure that he knows that me and keith had something going on before me and tyler started dating.
i saw hallie bright yesterday. she is so hot. me and amber talked about hot girls. hallie's hair is purple and i want to kiss her. she's so beautiful.
hm.
its been so long i dont really know what to put here.
im playing drums in GM2 in orchestra. sweet.
um.
wow. i used to be online every fucking day and now i never am.
bye.
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| GREATEST HITS - '93- '94 |
[28 Sep 2004|03:15pm] |
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You're Marilyn Monroe!
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good day at school. lots of caffeine. in first period mr hobbs came over to me because i wasnt doing my work and said, "why aren't you working?" i said, "my pen died" (??) and so he went and got me a pencil. so i had to act like i was working, so i wrote amber a note, and he came back over and siad, "the ramones are getting out a documentary. i read about it on mtv dot com." i just stared at him, so he walked away and i said, "FAGGOT" and everbody around me started laughing. hobbs turned around and looked at me for a sec, then walked away. i hate him.
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